My head is full of magic...

I just wish I could write down what I’m feeling. I wish I could choose the right words. I wish I could speak through music. I wish I could play the guitar. I wish I had a fucking talent and a clue about what I want to be in the future. I wish I had dreams about my future. I wish I could feel free and careless even for a minute. I wish I didn’t have to drink that much to be myself. I wish I had long dark hair and a slim white body, polished long nails and “a face that is pure as perfection”. I wish my mind wasn’t so fucked up. I wish my family was normal. I wish I could control my depression and my angst. I wish I had more self esteem. I wish I was so pretty and inspiring that you would stare at me all night long. I wish you didn’t know me at all. I wish I was someone else… so that you would fall in love with me… again.

I wish I could write music and lyrics for songs who can haunt a girl's mind for months. Like this one...

Nut - Scream

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